Tales From The Darkroom

Great expectation comes with great disappointment

Boredom, depression, and waking up on the wrong side of the bed brings me to this.

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I've been living it for quite some time now, and believe me, it ain't funny if you're just waiting for things to happen.

First, the US trip. Early this year, I was expecting to go to US this May, but for some really good reason, I'm not. So much of dreaming of going back to NY.

Second, the Mabuhay Magazine. I was hoping to get some of my pictures published on it. I was 3 seconds late. Before I email it to my contact, I got an email that they have the pictures they needed. If only they have given me credits on my interior shots of Eastwood last year, I wouldn't be so eager to have my works published! (Fyi, getting my works published o n Mabuhay Magazine is one of my dreams.)

Third, the Palawan trip. The day they confirmed the approval of the job I was already dreaming of the island. But before my imagination sets my foot on the sand, I was awakened by an SMS saying that the trip will be moved to another date. Great. Just as I had cancelled my shoot and meetings. Then another SMS came. It 's cancelled. Everybody in the trip backed out. What a way to spoil someone's schedules.

These were my frustrations. And they had passed.

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Things aren't falling in the right place as of the moment. And I'm thinking of the right things to do. So far, there isn' t any great and subtle solution for the worst situation.

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What will you do if you found out that tomorrow will be the end of the world?

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Other people are planning ahead of their future while I sit still, thinking of what's going to happen today.

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I must go out now. I need to run.

Posted by suplada at April 26, 2005 1:52 AM